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By her bedside, watching a dream - poem

The change is prominent. In her stance she is tall like the steppes of hurt, In her voice dripping with revolution as if the world will bow down at her command, In her touch she grips with pride and no remorse, stating what is hers and what is mine In her eyes she is the same, And that is the only part of her I will be able to retrieve for she will not return  The girl who convinced me there were stars in the day, The girl who shaped her life by the clouds, The girl whose moods changes by the colours of sunset She has left without me, She has woken from her everlasting eternal dream, She has left me by her bedside

HEARTLESS - poem

Let us console, Let us embrace, Let my heart beat next to yours, Give me life, I cant proceed with the act of joy, Knowing all beneath me and beyond will fade,  Without me, the colours of life, they'll shade,  Yet, my existence, a transient toy. My smiles will be comprised of something besides you, My sadness, born from the depths of you, I will be a constellation of you, I will shine, For us , Bound in loves haunting shades

Im taller - poem

  Perhaps my mums a girl growing too, Perhaps when I unleash the anger, Caressing vile words, Just as she does, I actually reflected, I’ve always blamed her, For hurting me, For sharpening a sword, Penetrating it through me, Slay me with her tongue, But i'm just like her, And I understand me, I understand when I do it, When I break them, So i'm sure I can pull the courage and the responsibility to let her grow, Just as I am, In the end we’re all girls, Fighting for things we weren't made for, And looking for what we are

Haunting for evermore - poem

He will always be there, As the sun rebels against the boundaries of day,  And the moon fiercely battles against the confines of night, He’ll come back to haunt my mind and eat at my soul, These persistent hours, I live between the hand of the clock, Where am I to find solace in freedom's embrace, Let us dance together in the darkness, Bring me to the light, Let me see before he plunges me into the jaws of hell, My love for pain is everlasting, Emptiness is boredom, And you burn, I’ve learnt to confide in my loneliness, I ache for the sweet pecks of what I've lost, My hour is lost. Your voice fills my realm, I am nothing but the chess piece. He will always be there, I’ve spent an eternity living through you, So here I rest, Here I rest in his arms, The arms I once ached, Those clasps of invisible chains that whip the lashings onto my heart, Purple, So blue He will always be here

Hide and seek for the weak - poem

  Hide and seek for the weak Sometimes when I find that one person i really really like, That one person that doesn't make me feel the need to smile and yell, The one person that doesn't make me fear the future, The one person that doesn't make me feel the need to stay silent to be loved, The one person that doesn't seem to love me enough I try my best to keep them and hold them to my heart, Holding them close before they depart, I fill in the gaps of what I fail to be, But I end up with someone just like me I try my best not to let them go,  I’ve modified and perfected my world, Shielding me with great walls of stone, I have tried my hardest not to let you go, But you still seem to seep through the gaps, You crushed the walls to shambles, And reduced me to actuality Realisation hits after reality had pierced through twice, I'm back to square one, Pretending, just to stay relevant, Just pretending, Just pretend

Beneath the echoes - poem

My words may scar, Wounds bounded by apologies, I hold my dagger, Plunge into both souls, Let us share a simultaneous fate, I’d kill to rid of this hex, Seeking a cure, the relentless chase,  Let us break free from this wretched spell, But perhaps the worst curse in the world, Would be to be silenced

Lost World Out There

I am scared, There is a lost world out there where fear ceases to exist, Oh, How I wish I was there instead of this I am stuck here in a world where fear is all you have, Oh, how I wish I could be in the lost world out there, I don't know what's beyond that line in the lost world out there, As you're pulling me back, my fear has held me here at nowhere, Now I can't do much as I am not in the lost world out there, Let me leave to reach the lost world out there, where fear has disappeared. When the day seeps into the hour of dark, I sit here sleepless and afraid, My heart skipping beats and my mind dreaming of being in the lost world... The lost world out there. They say there is always light, But it's too faint for me to find, Or could it be, I'm just too blind to see, For my bravery and courage has failed me? Now I sit here dreaming about the lost world, Oh, how I wish I could be in the lost world out there... I demand to face my fear today! Lead me out, or I...